my friends care…

i have landed with a migraine again…and my friend Shaun said something that he read somewhere which got me thinking…

it says…

“Headaches come from invalidating the self . . . Forgive yourself, let it go, and the headache will dissolve back into the nothingness from where it came . . . Migraine headaches are created by people who want to be perfect and who create a lot of pressure on themselves. A lot of suppressed anger is involved ”

well…most of this is so true…

SS finds me many times just staring at a wall for hours…in my mind i might be solving some complex problem, i take just too much pressure on me trying to be perfect…and in relationships…i always – always try just “too hard”… which may not be the right way to handle a relationship anyways….

i am not sure if this is the cause of my headaches tho…coz i remember me crying with similar pain when in class 3…and my dad’s orderly (help in defence) who held my head for hours when i was lying down with a headache in 5th std and he did not go home till dark saying “baby ka sar dukh raha hai” (baby’s head is paining)…wonder what problems / tensions i had at that age…may be a broken doll, or my friends cheating in pithoo (seven stones)

what ever it is…it is good to relax and chill anyways…helps migraines or not…it surely will help me live my life better…so Shaun…thanks….will try to work on it!!!

Da Vinci – what’s the fuss?

i wanted to read and see what was the fuss was all about, actually loved it initially but after a point it became nothing else but a treasure hunt, and then i did not find any difference between the hunt of Holy Grail in Da Vinci and huruxes in Harry Potter. well i could not understand one thing…the whole story was about priory of sion holding the big secret of Jesus being a human- a mortal and married to Mary Magdalene who had a daughter called Sarah …which was covered up by the Church so that they can promote Jesus as Son of God and worship him…if this information was revealed it will shake to roots of Christianity…simple… not not as simple…if Priory could threaten the church to reveal the information of Jesus a man being worshiped…even they worshiped Mary Magdalene…so what if the church was originally was to be passed on to her…end of the day she was a human too…if they are saying that both Jesus and Mary were humans…why were they worshiping Mary…was their fight to get the world get to worshiping a human called Mary or stop the world from worshiping the human called Jesus??? I think that is a confused lot… well moving forward…to complete the process i even went ahead to see the move…well they now even changed to story…atleast keep the script same…i understand moderation to fit the motion picture screen play…but why was the ending changed? why were facts (the fictional facts) changed from book and the movie…. well well…

Salute to Capt Tarun Kumar

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Lt Col V K Trihma (my Tayaji) once told his son Tarun Kumar (my cousin)

“Son do something in life that makes me proud and people know me as your father rather than you as my son”

My cousin fought at the border in Kashmir and sacrificed his life saving the nation, including you and me, he made not only his dad but entire country proud…

today…Tauji is known as Capt Tarun Kumar’s Father!!!

Bhaiya, the nation is proud of you !!!

 

sorry

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sorry, very easy for you to say, but it does not undo what has happened, it cannot take away the pain it caused someone …as the hurt is deep, one cannot forget, and if cannot forget one cannot forgive – i am sorry !!!

i talk, therefore i am…

i talk a lot, … i mean …a lot, which sometimes leads me to say things i shouldn’t. u know, when u have a task of speaking 252 words in a second…u actually cant put the phrase “think before u speak” into practice can u…?

well that is me, those who love me live with it (do they have a choice?) and those who don’t…I’ll say just try…i ain’t that bad…

they say my ‘mercury’ (the planet – it represents communication) is disturbed .. hence my communication – my blabber mouth will never stop…and if the ‘planet’ says so…i guess i have no choice 🙂

so here i am…the talker mouth…like i said –not that bad…

take it or leave it…i come only in one style… “i talk, therefore i am”

note : i have no branches…